I didn't realize how much my memory of Miles and Vivienne as newborns had faded until I held my newest baby in my arms. I know that I will never forget these days, but I also know that your memory fades with time. I want to burn an exact memory into my head so that I can recall just how perfect she is at this very moment - every expression and every sound and every wrinkle and crease of her skin.
I know that I will blink my eyes and my baby girl will be going to kindergarten. I know that I will love her more each day and that I will love watching her grow and become the amazing person that I know she is destined to be. But there is still this part of my heart that aches when I think about how this time with her as a newborn is so fleeting. If only I could hold onto her a little while longer.